a language i thought only i spoke
but a language you understand better than me.
i miss working out.
i’ll get back
i promise!
it’s naivety
why should anyone
do the right thing?
ever
it takes more effort
and so when they put in that effort
it’s beautiful
but an effort’s an effort
and people get tired
some way sooner than others
Anonymous asked: define karim omar?
sigh. it’s going to be long… oh well
you see, as you may or may not know, i’ve narrowed my character down to three (soon to be four) stories. I am defined by how I’ve acted and reacted to these situations.
First off, my honesty. Honesty is probably my most obvious major character [flaw] because it’s what makes me “a dick.” I got to learn that in high school. I learned that what I say and do really doesn’t matter as much to you as it does to me. That me telling the truth, keeping my own integrity whole and not belittling myself to make you happy is imperative.
Secondly, I’m good at making hard decisions… I don’t exactly know how to characterize that, but I don’t think it matters. Essentially, I will do my best always to do the right thing. And the right thing is whatever I think it is (so it’s not necessarily perfect because i’m pretty shitty).
Finally, the first of these stories taught me how to love properly. This was by far the hardest/darkest story/task. I no longer love based on “liking you a lot” I love you if you’re honest. I love you if you tell me the good the bad the dark the ugly. If you take away your mask, i will love you i will love you.
My fourth characteristic that would define me as a person… I don’t know yet. I am at this transition point.
“The board is set, the pieces are moving. We come to it at last, the great battle of our time.” -Gandalf
At this moment in my life, there are so many things that are about to crash in and around me. I don’t know what and how to think. I only know just one thing, that there is someone out there I should be talking to but….
There’s nothing unique or special to me, my anonymous friend, I appreciate your curiosity, and wonder who would care enough to ask.
i am a twenty year old cripple
Daft Punk
—Voyager
Not much needed to be said.
The range of emotions one could feel whilst listening to this could be anywhere on the spectrum.
The happiest person could become depressed, the depressedest happiest could become a person.
Freeze
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Even with a hundred hands covering my mouth, ears, eyes and thoughts, I cannot silence it.
I’ll keep trying though.
yeah